Frankly, I do not have the mood to start packing my stuff.
First of all, the laziness strikes me.
Second of all, okay, well,
I AM JUST LAZY AS THE WAY I ALWAYS AM.
duh.
I never thought I would be leaving this country this soon.
2 days right after my last paper?! 
Gosh, I haven't started packing my stuff yet. I haven't got my hair cut yet. I haven't bathed my Skeanie yet.
I have lotsa lotsa lotsa things to do. Yet, so little time?

Oh yeah, talking about my Skeanie. I actually found him a temporary owner.
Wynn is willingly to take care of my baby Skeanie while I am away.
But the thing is Wynn never had a pet before and he is not sure if he can take a good care of Skeanie.
And Wynn is like soooo muscular okay. What if he accidentally squeezes my Skeanie to death?? Hahaha..
He is so afraid and worried that he might accidentally kill my Skeanie one day.
Well, I did have faith in him. Yet, I choose to sneak  Skeanie back tonight.
Coz I seriously don't want Skeanie to be his burden. Anyway, Wynn, thanks yeah. =)

Just visited a friend's blog site not too long ago. Correction: Under some special circumstances, we don't really speak to each other. (Another correction: We NEVER spoke to each other.)
Hence, literally, we are not even friends. Okie, I have no idea what I am trying to explain here.
The latest entry of his reminds me of something. Something that I chose to  forget or maybe even try to escape from.
I do accepts truths. However, not that easily.
He's been gone for so long. Honestly, I can't seem to accept the fact that he's so out of my life.
Well, another correction: I can't seem to accept the fact that I am utterly out of his life.

Everyone is moving on.
Melydia and her sweetie pie, Candy and her Mr K while Jean is still stuck there.
I think I am moving but I go no where.
I don't think he remembers that I am flying off to Shanghai this coming Saturday.
Anyway, does he even give a damn?

I just wanna shout at myself,
" FACE THE TRUTH, JEAN! YOU BLOODY IDIOT!!"

Seriously, why it is so hard for me to move on.

Right now, I just wish that I was dead.
Sometimes, somehow, I just have no idea how I am supposed to carry on with this state of mind.
Fear.
I have a lot.
I'm going to break down soon. very very soon.

Hey, peeps! I'm sick of using Blogger. Therefore, here I am.
So don't bother checking out that site anymore.

MaryJane once told me that my life would be less dramatic if I could try being less dramatic.
Well, I am very sorry to state out the fact that I would be less dramatic if my life could be less dramatic.
If you try to spend one whole day with me, you will understand why.
It is not that I wanna dramatize the whole situation again.
But a fact is always a fact.

Yesterday was a really good example of it. Even my darling, Eunice, agrees with me.
The following incidents might sound a bit ridiculous but that actually happened in my life.

Incident #1
I was bullied by a sales girl at one of the boutiques at VivoCity. Trust me, this sales girl is ridiculously aggressive.
Though I personally like that skirt very much, I seriously will not want to pay such price for that particular skirt.
I must say hard-selling is not a very good marketing strategy. A big no-no.
Yet, it somehow worked on an idiotic consumer like me.
Yayayayaya, at the end, I bought that skirt unwillingly. DUH. Don't ask me why I did not run/ escape in the first place.
Ya know what? Before I could move, run, scream or do anything I could possibly think of, she GRABBED me.
Like soooooo TIGHTLY. Before I could say no, she had already scanned the price tag and said,
"IT'S $44.90. THANK YOU."
Urgh. so yeah. Now, I seriously doubt someone like me could survive in Shanghai for 6 months.

Incident #2
There was this former classmate of mine suddenly chatted with me at msn for a completely wrong purpose.
At first, I thought he clicked the wrong window.
However, it was not.
Frankly, I am still a bit pissed off  because of  that incident.
Perhaps he was freaking drunk last night. Or maybe it was his friend playing a prank on him.
Okie, I don't give a shit about it. Just don't let me bump into him in school.

Update : I will be flying off earlier than the actual date. Coz there's gonna be a press conference on 25th.
Martin said we'll get to meet all those famous designers and Supermodels during the event.
WOOOOOOT! =)